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[acaseofyou]

they say that death is a tragedy it comes once, and it's over

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[nomadicflame]

I feel as if I might.

Did he tell you he snapped at me and I decided to sleep for two weeks instead of deal with being hurt again?

Tolly came to fetch me.

[acaseofyou]

No. Right now we're just talking about cake.

[nomadicflame]

It was an unmitigated disaster. Tolly will not stop calling him my boyfriend.

He is also now blackmailing me due to what Chishiya knows.

But after that was when he came over. And we talked.

[acaseofyou]

[ She thinks, 'Geeze, you really don't half-ass a mess,' but wisely does not type it out. ]

That's definitely a lot to juggle all at once.

[nomadicflame]

[He is definitely In It.]

The mountain looks better every day.

[acaseofyou]

I bet it does.

[nomadicflame]

But.

He did bring me blood bags. After finding out I had not eaten in two weeks.

That means something. I think.

[acaseofyou]

That is a good sign!

[nomadicflame]

I do not know what any of his signals mean.

I feel as if I am walking into an oncoming train sometimes.

[acaseofyou]

Everybody's got different signals.

I'll see if I can figure any of his out, but I won't make any promises.

[nomadicflame]

He likes sweets, but it seems you have figured that out already.

And he kills children for money.

[acaseofyou]

Excuse me???

[nomadicflame]

The higher ups at his hospital are part of a bribery scene. They allow poorer children who need organ donations to die in favor of those who can bribe them.

I have offered to take care of them. He told me it would cause too many problems.

[acaseofyou]

...how does he feel about murdering poor children to line the pockets of the already wealthy?

If the answer is 'fine' I might not be able to help with this.

[nomadicflame]

I do not think he enjoys it. I did not see any pleasure in what he does when I drank his blood.

But he does not actively fight against it, either.

[acaseofyou]

Okay.

So first I think I'm gonna have to take care of his bosses.

We can figure out the rest after.

[nomadicflame]

I tried this.

He told me not to do it.

[acaseofyou]

Well, he didn't tell me not to.

[nomadicflame]

I will remain blameless in this.

[acaseofyou]

Whatever you want.

People will say we're soulless evil in-fucking-carnate just for being what we are, and humans still do this kind of shit to each other without anybody coming with the pitchforks and torches.

Hell with that.

[nomadicflame]

I was shocked at the depravity of mortals in this era.

The invention of modern weaponry. The methods with which they kill quicker and faster.

It makes my crimes seem small in comparison. Not that I am looking for absolution.

But when I found out a single mortal was responsible for the deaths of nearly six million people, I wondered if we were truly the most evil things on this planet.

[acaseofyou]

If any of us is evil, it's from being human first.

And it was never just one man. There were hundreds of others happy to pull the triggers that caused all that death. The ones that said they were doing their killing to stop him pulled their own, dropped their bombs. Then they go around again and force the guns into kids' hands to keep it all spinning and make their blood money.

[nomadicflame]

A lot happened during my slumber.

Not much of it was good.

[acaseofyou]

No, not much of it was.