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[acaseofyou]

they say that death is a tragedy it comes once, and it's over

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[acaseofyou]

Is that really the kind of power you want me to have over a conversation?

Notebooks. There's a couple boxes of them I have to keep in storage, but I'm always filling them up. Almost like journals, if journals were mostly song ideas.

[noreasonneeded]

Eventually I'd have to distract you with some sheet music, or a pillow.

As long as you can read your own handwriting later on, I get that.

[acaseofyou]

Both are equally as effective.

Yeah, I can figure most of them out. The things I can't are usually just... References to stuff I've forgotten about over the years. That's why I keep them around.

[noreasonneeded]

Who says they can’t both exist at the same time, either? A pillow with music stitched onto it.

They always say anyway that you can’t miss what you don’t remember. I think it’s true in some situations. Perhaps not all.

[acaseofyou]

Now you're talking! That's be a great pillow, too, depending on the song stitched to it.

Sometimes I do remember them after a while. I figure time and a bunch of other memories, some just get a little buried. Not lost.

[noreasonneeded]

”Dream Angus” or something else sleep themed?

That makes sense. Besides, it doesn’t pay to wonder what is or isn’t missed if it can’t be found, anyway.

[acaseofyou]

Could always make it something really appropriate, like a lullaby. Or very inappropriate, like that goes 'wake me up' a lot in the chorus.

Very true. Though I do worry sometimes that I'll miss something important the longer I go on.

[noreasonneeded]

I suppose it depends which you'd rather lay your head upon.

It might be more a case of what is important shifts as time goes on.

[acaseofyou]

The first one, I think. Feels poetically appropriate. Though the other one is good for a joke.

Yeah, probably. I'd hate to forget you, though.

[noreasonneeded]

No reason both can't exist, even if the lullaby comes first.

I don't plan on going anywhere for a long time, Birdie. And I'm extremely memorable to the point of annoyance I'm told. You won't be able to get me out of mind anytime soon. Just when you think you're no longer exasperated over something I've done, you'll get something in the mail to remind you.

[acaseofyou]

Should I be expecting pillows as presents instead of umbrellas at some point?

Oh yeah? Little notes about CEOs you've toppled and politicians you've shamed maybe? I look forward to it, whatever it is.

[noreasonneeded]

I’m just keeping my options open. Neither confirming nor denying.

I know you’d at least appreciate those stories. And likewise, I look forward to hearing about all the protest songs to come. Maybe a demo here or there.

[acaseofyou]

Of course. Wouldn't want to spoil anything.

I'll be sure to keep you up to date on them, send you old fashioned mixtapes of all the highlights.

[noreasonneeded]

I can't give away all my secrets. Especially since you said you like surprises.

I'll have Wylan build me something that can play a tape on if I can't find a tape player.

[acaseofyou]

I do, in fact. I look forward to being surprised by you however you please.

Bet in a few years they'll be back in fashion as being really retro and cool and you can pick one up at a mall.

[noreasonneeded]

I don't like surprises, but I like surprising others.

Malls have too many people, I'll order it online. Although maybe they're not crowded these days.

[acaseofyou]

Glad I only ever surprise you with forewarned jerky deliveries, then. Other than that, feels like we're pretty complementary in that regard.

Oh, I have no idea. I'm never awake early enough to make time for wandering a towering capitalist monolith, and I hear the over-80 crowd only goes in the mornings for power walks.

[noreasonneeded]

I'd say so. It's not like looking in a mirror, but our differences don't put us at the wrong odds.

I think online shopping has dulled some of the craze, but probably not all of it.

[acaseofyou]

It'd be a real shame if they did. I like you too much to be at wrong odds with you.

Yeah, I've been told most are half abandoned now. Some Kindred do set up shop in the ones that are fully empty, though, so at least it's not a complete loss.

[noreasonneeded]

Indeed. ... I like you, too.

Shop as in live there, or work out of it? Or both?

[acaseofyou]

Good. I'm glad. Very glad.

Both, though probably more of the former. It's hard enough to find legitimate housing when you're alive, so hunkering down in abandoned places is ideal for most Kindred. No landlords, no rent or background checks or nosy neighbors. Not everybody has good friends with empty basements.

[noreasonneeded]

Housing insecurity isn’t something I wish on many.

Some, but not many.

It'll be there whenever you need it.

[acaseofyou]

Some certainly deserve it. Like a vast majority of current landlords.

Not you, of course. Best landlord I've ever had. Don't have to pay rent and I can flirt with you very subtly around your friends and sneak things into your desk to show my affections.

I'm grateful beyond that, but I think you should know what the perks are on my end.

[noreasonneeded]

No, I'm with you. Most landlords do deserve it.

Those perks are plenty. Think they'll notice eventually?

I know, Birdie. And I've been there. Needing a place, I mean. It's nice to be able to do something about it. And screw over other landlords along the way.

[acaseofyou]

They really do. I've got some songs about how much, even.

I think Nina will have that penny drop moment if she sees you give me another umbrella. Don't know if she'll let anyone else in on that revelation, though.

One day I hope I can return the favor. And screw over a few landlords in the process.